Sunday, July 11, 2004
championless
so, fight for me. if it's what you want. you know, if i'm what you want. drunk and honest advice that should be taken. i like more than metal words and tight pants.
tomorrow i'm going to Pennsylvania because my grandmother is dying. i'm missing my first day of work. what can i say. things suck.
i sort of never want to hear from you again. if you asked me out now, i would surely say no. however, there was a point where i would've gladly dated you. you're chicken shit. you should ask me out just so I can say NO. NO. NO. NO. it was deeply satisfying, not hanging out with you today. not calling even though i said i would. sometimes I feel like I’ll always be the one holding the hair back and catching the falls, and never the one being held.
tomorrow i'm going to Pennsylvania because my grandmother is dying. i'm missing my first day of work. what can i say. things suck.
i sort of never want to hear from you again. if you asked me out now, i would surely say no. however, there was a point where i would've gladly dated you. you're chicken shit. you should ask me out just so I can say NO. NO. NO. NO. it was deeply satisfying, not hanging out with you today. not calling even though i said i would. sometimes I feel like I’ll always be the one holding the hair back and catching the falls, and never the one being held.
