i'm back from outer space

i am tired of thinking of things that present only a cycle of futility. i am i am i am. self centered. i'm a liar. i'm a bitch. i'm sick of people telling me how they want me to act, think, feel and be. i keep running the same race over and over. i am stagnant. things haven't moved forward in eons or months. personal attacks made by persons and the incessant internal voice that makes me feel bad for not jogging every single day.

i am going to the beach soon.